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A new beginning?

So Lady Luck has been smiling on me this year. Hopefully it lasts till the end of year! Expecting a change in my daily routine is a scary thought. I have been soaked in my dull lifestyle for far too long and was pretty much content with it till now. Trouble is, there will be expectations and I'm terrified that I could not meet them. =/ Now all I have got to do is go with the flow till I reach some roadblocks that I will need to tackle. Cross my fingers everything will progress smoothly. x(>__<)x


Hannibal is life changing

Hannigram. Marathoned 3 seasons and these murder husbands are too much for my heart.

Withdrawal symptoms will be painful. Season 4 where art thou?

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Why are there no magical realms here

As foretold by my previous post, I had signed up for a retake of the exam! wheee.....not. Gah, the longer I am in service, the lazier I get in studying. Now I get why you should do postgrad studies asap. Working life seriously drains you of any motivation. Welcome to the drone life.

On the brighter side, December is the month of "blockbuster" movies (parenthesis as it a subjective matter ;p). Watched Fantastic Beasts recently and as much as the plot is questionable, the magical world setting is always a charm! Scamander is cute in an L way (fellow Aspergers?). Was a bit tad disappointed that Thunderbird wasn't in the actual book despite it claiming to be the 52nd edition. Bullocks!


Emo rant

My first update in awhile and I do a rant post. Le sigh. Guess life is really unpredictable? After failing a communication exam twice in a row, I'm starting to doubt my communication skills and my career path. Not that it's a compulsory thing in my career but all my friends passed on their first attempt so my pride have been crumbled to bits. Maybe I wasn't meant to do the talking? Should I have chosen a path where I could just stay silent and buried in books? A librarian job seems very tempting to me now but gah, I'm too old and had invested too much time and money into my current path. Now I'm having second thoughts about pursuing my masters (>__<).

I'm not sure whether I'm quite positive in my thinking as, well, exams can be retaken and money can be earned. If you fall down, just get up again. But I'm feeling quite empty right now. Like this failure isn't getting me down or anything. Shouldn't I beat myself down because this exam ain't cheap and there was a lot of emotional stress preparing for the exams? Have I lost my passion in my job? Or maybe I have desensitised myself to life and expect nothing from the world anymore. Anyway, I have resolved myself to retake the exam again in maybe a year's time? I must be some kind of masochist. (T__T)


Lack of updates

So to keep this blog alive, I just want to say.... why is there no coverage on JoJo?!! (>__<) No blogs review the anime and that makes me sad to see no fanfare for the GARRRest series ever. Just have to patiently wait for the BDs to come out and enjoy the show. le sigh.

Anyway on another note, my Part 2 exams is in a months' time and I have no clue what I'm doing. Pure my style.